Welcome Optimus Prime!!

Hahahaha i'll post about my glumpy glumpy 21. Finaly, he was choose & said that "-------------" hahaha cacth it guys? I feeling so FLY LIKE A G6! this is life sob semua orang butuh pendamping gak selamanya sendiri~~~~~ yuhuuu... ga kaya dipunk yang suram huhu WE'LL MAKE PEACE WITH AN EMPTY TOWN Farradiva. (<--loh kok EAC) HAHAHA ini mau cerita apa nyambungnya kemana. blablabla back to the basic... initinya GITUDEH. Just fun and fun and fun and fun and fun... when you feel like-a-single-ladies-forever he's come and invite u to be his OWN forevehhh SOB SENENG BANGET SOB!! hahaha at 21.06 DENG DENG he comes as he ask me to spend the rest of his Life with me!!! can you feel the feeling that I felt at that time,Dude?! just fun and fun and fun and fun and fun and fun and FUUUUNNN. THANKYOOOO OPTIMUS PRIME <3 Tons Of Love. 2011 sob pacar baru sob.

i love the way he was mssg me with a thousand of user number! poke poke puss puss :*


CIAO!!

AM PM

What can you do that there's a man sang this song for you even that you break up. Die? or just cry-over front of him?

ONE  MAN DRINKING GAMES - MAYDAY PARADE

& you said it would be funny
To keep me hanging in suspense
Then I'd run over to your house
& I'd scale the chain link fence
That borders your backyard 
& then I'd climb through your window
& I'd whisper that I love you 
As you fall out of your clothes

& we'd lay there in the darkness
Like the dream of you I had
Where we captured all the fireflies
& we knew what time we had
Could be counted on your fingertips
That almost made you cry
You let me hold you tightly
As we said all our goodbyes and

May I say I love you more?
May I say I love you more?

& it must have been an hour
That I clutched you in my arms
& I must have said the right things
Because you instantly felt warm
& you heard my heart stop beating
& you wanted not to cry
As your sympathetic whispers
They told a tale of bad goodbyes

& you swore you saw me laughing
& I swore I saw you smile
& this time we spent together
Is meant to last us quite a while
As I take this piece of you with me
I'll carry to my grave
Knowing that for someone
You're an angel sent to save

Keep breathing my angel
"If you go down I go with you"
Keep breathing just keep breathing
(May I say I loved you more?)
Keep breathing my angel
If you go down I go with you
Keep breathing just keep breathing
(May I say I loved you more?)

Let's drink to memories we shared
Down one to all the hopes & cares
Here's two for being unware
That you're gone
Because before too long
You'll be a memory

Let's drink to memories we shared
(Before too long you'll be a memory)
Down one to all the hopes & cares
(Because before too long you'll be a memory)
Here's two for being unaware
(I said before too long you'll be a memory)
That you're gone you're gone
(I said before too long you'll be a memory)

HAHAHA <--ini ketawa boongan. Dont know what to do haha ini lagu di dengerin bikin melow huhu kalo dinnyanyiin lagu ini gimana ya? hahaha ini lagu broken heart tapi lyricsnya nganjing abis bikin sendu huhu... si broken kayaknya SI PUNYA kayaknya pacar gua.................. tapi gue dengerinnya sambil nangis huhuhuhu sedih beneran haha agak sedikit "remembering sunday" tapi gaklahya ngebahas yang kemaren2 mah ga ada abisnya~ EYA! kalo kata dochi GA ADA KATA GUE DI 'GALAU' ADANYA LAU hahahaha... -_- move on dude!!!! 

-sekian dan main yukk!!!!-

Loh kok foto diego? huh mungkin komuk gue se-setres itu kalo gapunya pacar.....-end-

Malam Minggu Kelabu

Peka ya? Sekarang gue ikutan sedih liat orang di deket gue gagal untuk sesuatu. kelabu? mellow? I'm gonna fix him.. Whatsoever apa kata orang. Hidup gue kok--- 

FIX YOU - COLDPLAY

When you try your best but you don't succeed
When you get what you want but not what you need
When you feel so tired but you can't sleep
Stuck in reverse

And the tears come streaming down your face
When you lose something you can't replace
When you love someone but it goes to waste
Could it be worse?

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

And high up above or down below
When you're too in love to let it go
But if you never try you'll never know
Just what you're worth

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

Tears stream down your face
When you lose something you cannot replace
Tears stream down your face
And I

Tears stream down your face
I promise you I will learn from my mistakes
Tears stream down your face
And I

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

Forget all 'bout the shity things dude,lookahead. 

Saturday?

nothing.

Dia lagi.. Dipunk lagi..

The Single Ladies. We aren't lesbian..... we are isn't searching for a LIAR, a JERK, no Bitch no Assholes. Dia lagi dipunk lagi...... Choy!

Bring Me The Horizon LIVE IN CONCERT!

23.02.2011 - Tennis Indor Senayan,Jakarta. 

Surya ProMild Proudly present Java Musikindo-- BRING ME THE HORIZON.

The old event that me&bull-shit friend come for. Olvier Sykes.

(Me,Farradiva,Fadhilah,Yudisthira,Luthfi Akbar a.k.a boboy,Tofuck pe!)

The CUNT Stage.

what's huh oliver?

DAMNFULL HE'S JUMPED!!!

crowded. i wanna kiss Oliver.

SHIT!!!

THE ALAY'S AND THE PELO!

 PELO!!

HAHAHAHAHA

Thanks JAVAMUSIKINDO.

Hari ini & Besok. The Blablablast thing.

Sepi.

Sendiri.

Selalu.

malu.

kok sedih bgt kayaknya hahaha-su

#girlsfact When you were a little girl you cry over a special toy. Now? It is that special boy. #girlsdeals

ngunyu abixx cuy.....

THE CARDIGANS - CARNIVAL

i will never know

cause you will never show
come on and love me now
come on and love me now 

I will never know
cause you will never show
come on and love me now
come on and love me now 

come on and love me now 

Carnival came by my town today
bright lights from giantwheel
fall on the alleyways
and I'm here
by my door
waiting for you

I will never know
cause you will never show
come on and love me now
come on and love me now 

I will never know
cause you will never show
come on and love me now
come on and love me now 

come on and love me now 

I hear sounds of lovers
barrel organs, mothers
I would like to take you
down there
just to make you mine
in a merry-go-round

I will never know
cause you will never show
come on and love me now
come on and love me now 

I don't care 'bout anything but you

The random play on my list. added. repeat one. smile. sing over.

HAHAHAHA when i scream out that I'M SINGLE means like i'm happy there's nobody can't "organized my life as good as you want" but when i've lying on mabed i feel so alone dan "hampa" i want to be treated & I just want to be noticed by a man who either. When i'll late to came home he's remind me "dirumah pada nungguin kamu pulang,kasur km udah kangen" hehehe I Definitely read these mssg with a Wide Smile and quick call him that i will go home and left him with love & kiss  HAHAHA pasti i've smile all day long.... and when me & him too busy to left a mssg or call, he just left me a mssg "km repot bgt ya? aku di blablablabla sm blablabla take care ya,love u" and told me to reply em' when i wasn't busy anymore, Then I'm not reply his mssg BUT will call him and "km dmn? msh sibuk? aku baru  blablabla sama blablabla jangan biarin perut km garuk2 minta makan ya,guk guk" Feel like i'm his's fat dog. A gentleman never let him girl to listen to depressing music when I sad as fuck. HUUUU maybe that's it my blablabla things i want. I JUST NEED A-REAL-MAN to waste my things with him. No Regrets-Just Love.

And when i got my Real Man... Maybe thats what happens when a tornado meet a volcano. All i know is i love you too much to walk away though.

WE'RE YOUNG AND IN LOVE, HEART ATTACKS WAITING TO HAPPEN!

Get Drunk.

ONE SHOULD always be drunk. Thats the great things/the only question. Not to feel the horrible burden of the time weighing on your shoulders and bowing to the earth, you should be drunk without respite.

Drunk with what? With wine, with poerty, or with virtue, as you please. 

BUT GET DRUNK.

And if sometimes you should happen to awake, on the stairs of a place, on the green grass o a ditch, in the dreary solitude o your own room, and find that your drunkenness is ebbing or has vanished, ask the wind and the wave, ask stars, bird, or clock, ask everythings that flies, everythings that moans, everythings that flows, everythings that sings, everythings that speaks, ask them the time, and the wind, wave, the star, the bird, and the clock will all reply "ITS TIME TO GET DRUNK!!! IF YOU ARE NOT TO THE MARTYRED SLAVES O TIME, BE PERPETUALY DRUNK! With wine, with poerty, with vertue, as you please." 

Finally when i get drunk o-ver. I just want to kiss. Someone to hold hands. and guide me home. actualy, left me with a kiss.

tumblr edited.

wind?

 wind? angin? YA! ibarat angin yang ga sengaja berhembus terus gue bilang "ANJING! dingin banget nih,parah" tapi saat gue di keadaan lain gue bilang "Angin yang kemaren itu enak ya adem coba ada terus,pasti swing~swing" YAKK!! ini faktanya,saat seseorang yang gaksengaja dateng di kehidupan lo yang sepi.....................sunyi..................sendiri......................yang dia dateng cuma nyapa "HAI" terus lo pasti bales "HAI jg" hahah percakapan berlanjut hari berlanjut,tiba2 kemudian harinya lo bertingkah seakan-akan lo nunggu orang itu nyapa hai lagi untuk setiap kalinya di setiap harinya?! Ini n percakapan yg tidak sengaja dan mengubah segalanya. Betul? 

"A LITTLE CONVERSATION CHANGE EVERYTHING"

 haha itu namanya cinta? FAIL!! salah kalo lo udah bilang itu namanya cinta. itu namanya sepi! iya lo sepi karena gak ada yang perhatiin lo dll nah pas org itu dateng kyknya pas bgt kan? nah disini hal tersulit yang harus lo lakukan adalah Beralih dari yang lama menuju kepada yang Baru. Faktanya lo bukan diatasnamakan siapa2 skrg,hanya saja lo mencintai orang yang gak mencintai lo juga, gamau terus dibilang "sakit ya" atau "gue tau kok rasanya" nah mau sekarang lo terpuruk dalam keadaan yang selalu membuat lo merasa di ujung "tanduk" The Script bilang Long Gone And Move On ha-ha biasanya lo nanyiin buat pacar lo atau gebetan dan sebagainya yang udah move on. Coba! jadiin lagu ini buat lagu diri lo sendiri, Cause I long gone and move on.. Maksa ya? Sekarang kalo lo lagi males BGTPRH buat mandi tapi lo harus pergi kondangan,pasti kalo gadipaksain lo gabakalan mandi,nah yang ini juga. Jangan mencintai orang yg gak cintain lo seakan2 dia yang ngatur hidup&mood lo dsb lo terlalu dominan bro seakan2 lo menggantungkan semuanya sama dia. Cuma 1 hal yang gabisa bikin lo lepas dari dia. *FAKTANYA LO GABISA LUPA* yayaya.. 1 hal yg lo,diri lo dan hati lo mesti tau. Lo itu Single,Bukan Taken,Cuma Gabisa Move On. Right?

Saat lo single lo bebas memilih who's in? who's out? ini waktunya lo buka pintu utama rumah hati lo lebar2. Ijinkan orang yang ingin bertamu masuk,jangan biasain milih2 orang. Ijinin dulu dia masuk nanti kedepannya kan tergantung kalian mau gimana. Kalo lo udah biasa cuma ngeliat depannya doang yang keliatan "Jelek" atau kebiasaan ngecompare sama mantan lo yang jauh lebih bagus. Ini salah coy! LO bodoh! LO tolol! Lo gatau rasa kue itu enak apa enggak kalo gak lo cicipi. ini juga gitu. Lo salah kalo liat orang dari depannya doang. 100% FAIL!!! Lo akan selalu bergantung dengan keadaan yang lama. :) GOAHEAD! LOOKAHEAD!!
Belajar dari pengalaman orang lain itu bisa membangun diri sendiri. *HELP WORMS WORMS*

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Yang diatas beneran? Nyata? Iya beneran & Nyata. 

Hello Sunshine.

Hahaha today is gonna be my smile day. I've waste my time my day and one day for may life to play o-ver and drunk over. HAHAHAHA we've lot lot lot of laugh. we're fun. we're smile. we're laugh. we're tired. NO PAIN!! NO PAIN!! we take a-lot-of picture,we're happy. we watch the tv (BB) we're grumble ourself. Thanks god i still beside my friend when their happy-sad or when their in up-down i love both of dam. Please dont make them so far for me. There's ton of love,Jesus.

10 THINGS I WANT

• someone to hold hands with
• someone to swap stories with
• someone to be happy with
• someone to be sad with
• someone to tell secrets to
• someone to keep secrets for
• someone to kiss
• someone to comfort
• someone to love
• someone to spend my life with

I'M ALIVEEEE!!! START LIVING DUDHEE!!

Hey There Delilah - Plain White T's

HEY THERE VIVILAH!

Hey there Delilah don't you worry about the distance

I'm right there if you get lonely give this song another listen

Close your eyes, listen to my voice it's my disguise

I'm by your side

Oh it's what you do to me

Oh it's what you do to me

Oh it's what you do to me

Oh it's what you do to me

What you do to me

Hey there Delilah, I know times are getting hard

But just believe me girl, someday I'll pay the bills with this guitar

We'll have it good, we'll have the life we knew we would

My word is good

Hey there Delilah, I've got so much left to say

If every simple song I wrote to you

Would take your breath away, I'd write it all

Even more in love with me you'd fall, we'd have it all

Oh it's what you do to me

Oh it's what you do to me

Oh it's what you do to me

Oh it's what you do to me

A thousand miles seems pretty far

But they've got planes and trains and cars

I'd walk to you if I had no other way

Our friends would all make fun of us

And we'll just laugh along because we know

That none of them have felt this way

Delilah I can promise you

That by the time that we get through

The world will never ever be the same

And you're to blame

Hey there Delilah

You be good and don't you miss me

Two more years and you'll be done with school

And I'll be making history like I do

You'll know it's all because of you

We can do whatever we want to

Hey there Delilah here's to you

This one's for you

Oh it's what you do to me

Oh it's what you do to me

Oh it's what you do to me

Oh it's what you do to me

What you do to me

finally i'm officially missing him. YYY