Hari ini & Besok. The Blablablast thing.

Sepi.

Sendiri.

Selalu.

malu.

kok sedih bgt kayaknya hahaha-su

#girlsfact When you were a little girl you cry over a special toy. Now? It is that special boy. #girlsdeals

ngunyu abixx cuy.....

THE CARDIGANS - CARNIVAL

i will never know

cause you will never show
come on and love me now
come on and love me now 

I will never know
cause you will never show
come on and love me now
come on and love me now 

come on and love me now 

Carnival came by my town today
bright lights from giantwheel
fall on the alleyways
and I'm here
by my door
waiting for you

I will never know
cause you will never show
come on and love me now
come on and love me now 

I will never know
cause you will never show
come on and love me now
come on and love me now 

come on and love me now 

I hear sounds of lovers
barrel organs, mothers
I would like to take you
down there
just to make you mine
in a merry-go-round

I will never know
cause you will never show
come on and love me now
come on and love me now 

I don't care 'bout anything but you

The random play on my list. added. repeat one. smile. sing over.

HAHAHAHA when i scream out that I'M SINGLE means like i'm happy there's nobody can't "organized my life as good as you want" but when i've lying on mabed i feel so alone dan "hampa" i want to be treated & I just want to be noticed by a man who either. When i'll late to came home he's remind me "dirumah pada nungguin kamu pulang,kasur km udah kangen" hehehe I Definitely read these mssg with a Wide Smile and quick call him that i will go home and left him with love & kiss  HAHAHA pasti i've smile all day long.... and when me & him too busy to left a mssg or call, he just left me a mssg "km repot bgt ya? aku di blablablabla sm blablabla take care ya,love u" and told me to reply em' when i wasn't busy anymore, Then I'm not reply his mssg BUT will call him and "km dmn? msh sibuk? aku baru  blablabla sama blablabla jangan biarin perut km garuk2 minta makan ya,guk guk" Feel like i'm his's fat dog. A gentleman never let him girl to listen to depressing music when I sad as fuck. HUUUU maybe that's it my blablabla things i want. I JUST NEED A-REAL-MAN to waste my things with him. No Regrets-Just Love.

And when i got my Real Man... Maybe thats what happens when a tornado meet a volcano. All i know is i love you too much to walk away though.

WE'RE YOUNG AND IN LOVE, HEART ATTACKS WAITING TO HAPPEN!