HERE-IS-IT

This is the time.... You leave me.

#nowplaying DISHWALLA - ANGELS OR DEVILS

This is the last time
that I’m ever gonna come here tonight.
This is the last time I will fall
into a place that fails us all inside.

I can see the pain in you.
I can see the love in you.
But fighting all the demons will take time.
It will take time.

The angels they burn inside for us.
Are we ever
are we ever gonna learn to fly?
The devils they burn inside of us.
Are we ever gonna come back down
come around?
I’m always gonna worry about the things that could make us cold.

This is the last time
that I’m ever gonna give in tonight.
Are there angels or devils crawling here?
I just want to know what blurs and what is clear to see.

Still I can see the pain in you.
And I can see the love in you.
And fighting all the demons will take time.
It will take time.

The angels they burn inside for us.
Are we ever
are we ever gonna learn to fly?
The devils they burn inside of us.
Are we ever gonna come back down come around?
I’m always gonna worry about the things that could break us.

If I was to give in, give it up,
and then
take a breath, make it deep.
Cause it might be the last one you get.
Be the last one
that could make us cold.
You know that they could make us cold.
I’m always gonna worry about the things that could make us cold.

This is the old song for you. 

---HERE IS IT

 This is me now

This is me, GIVING UP ON YOU-

I’m going to smile like nothing is wrong.
I’m going to talk like everything is perfect.
I’m going to act like it’s all a dream.
I’m going to pretend it’s not hurting me.

This is Vindicated... a selfish one, a wrong one, maybe a right one and swear I knew you all along.

Or better, no, don’t let me know.

When I say its Enough, I mean there's word can make me calm for a few times. Because maybe tomorrow I'll down and down...... This fact, You Long gone You move on.